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34-1 Improper Thought

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It's been quite some time since that weird "post-war syndrome" incident.

Everyone seems to know how you caused trouble at the Star of Life because you were too worried about your members' safety. Even colleagues occasionally tease you about it.

Everything seems to be back to normal.

Many see this as a sign that "Reclaiming the Homeland" is going well. This should've been something worth celebrating... It should've...

The only tension is the elusive, obscure sensation. It happened uninvited on an unremarkable day and has since taken up stayed in the heart.

...These are very clear symptoms of overexertion. The test shows no other problems, so I won't give you any meds. Rest is the most effective. Take some time off, if you can.

The Star of Life doctor continuously scrolls through the test reports on the screen, offering reassurance.

Still tasting the lingering shadow lurking in my heart, I can only give the doctor a short response.

After the test results came out, friends who learned of my condition sent kind messages. Soon, many asked to meet up.

You wake up on a rare afternoon with no missions and daze for a long while.

You open the calendar and memo to see Ayla's name written under a circled date.

WGAA Opera House

Babylonia

8:30

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WGAA Opera House, Babylonia, 8:30, Line Spacing: 0.

The dome stands magnificent, the reliefs solemn. Inside the elegantly decorated opera house, every seat is filled.

On the side door of the main hall are posters of recent productions—classic operas from both before and after the Golden Age: "Euridice", "Orfeo", "L'incoronazione di Poppea", etc.

And in the center is tonight's main: "The Tale of the Gray Raven".

Rhythmic verses and lyrics resonate in the hall.

"Blood-red and blinding, shadows coil and creep, and malice drips with hungry teeth."

"Gunsmoke burns the air and scattered shots grow rare. The Area of Defense hangs by a thread."

As the music continues, the performers' gestures grow increasingly bold.

You are lost in the music, but sense sudden movement beside you.

Ayla sits beside you, leaning over slightly. She whispers to you without taking her eyes off the stage.

"You" are about to go on stage.

I specifically asked the prop master and director to make "You" stand out more.

Before you can finish speaking, the stage lights suddenly overlap, illuminating performers who were in the shadows.

Fear not, and don't worry, the Gray Ravens are here.

Eliminate the enemy, rescue our allies, and advance at full speed.

As the "Commandant" dances on stage, all characters twirl around them, pushing the story toward its climax.

You let out a soft laugh, as a mixture of mild embarrassment and vague memories wash over you.

You can't quite remember all the details, but the people you met along the way remain vivid in your memory.

Pretty good, right?

You pause as the actors, who are wearing familiar makeup but not-quite-accurate costumes, exit the stage.

The rousing scene ends, with only one person remaining next to the character known as "Commandant".

She stands in the spotlight, pouring her emotions to the audience and seemingly also to her lover behind her.

Actress

"Old Time..."

The moment she speaks, the surrounding noise gently fades. Sounds become distant and ethereal as the stage seems to move closer.

The actress's beautiful, flowing lyrics warp and distort this surreal experience. It first grates on your nerves, then suddenly becomes clear and focused.

Then, it changes into a completely unfamiliar voice, a clear and crisp sound filled with emotion.

???

"Despite your ravages..."

Your smile that just appeared fades. A subtle tremor and anxiety run through your body, like you've missed something important.

In a daze, the lead actress seems to change before your eyes. Her face becomes blurred, yet somehow you can still see her elegant beauty.

Everything else disappears, as if only two people remain in this world.

She turns her gaze toward you.

???

"My lover shall be young forever in my poetry."

Ayla

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Ayla

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Your thoughts are interrupted as an external force forcibly turns your head. You see Ayla's worried expression.

Are you okay? What happened? You look terrible.

If you're not feeling well, let's leave.

You gently take Ayla's hand and lower it, mumbling incoherent words as your feelings are too jumbled. Your look back at the stage.

Actress

Ah, my dear Gray Raven Commandant, I shall...

The performance continues. Everything on stage is going smoothly as if what just happened was an illusion.

Outside the opera house, the cold wind hits your face, clearing your mind.

The afterimage of your hallucination during the performance is fading, leaving behind an uncomfortable void.

Your emotional dissonance remains despite the doctor's advice. Instead, "it" sits in the void, nodding in acknowledgment.

You respond with a soft sigh as fatigue sets in.

You stop at the doorstep, pinch the bridge of your nose, slowly crouch down, and let out a long exhale.

Here, it's hot.

You take the drink and scoot over. Ayla sits down beside you.

Sorry, was the script bad? Did the lines make you feel uncomfortable?

Several scriptwriters are Gray Raven fans. They've always wanted to tell your story, but there are too many confidentiality restrictions.

Oh! Those two lines are actually quotes from a famous author's work!

Ayla laughs as she springs to her feet, moving with light, graceful steps.

She closes her eyes, her body swaying with the wind as she dances, finally extending her right hand gracefully before her.

Do your worst, old Time...

My lover shall be young forever in my... poetry...

Before I can join in with her impromptu performance, Ayla abruptly stops with furrowed brows in deep thought.

I'm fine, Commandant. It's just that I... just had a strange feeling just now...

It felt... a little weird...

Haha... that sounds like something you would say in a dangerous situation.

My response helps Ayla shake her hesitation, and she laughs softly.

Ayla steps back and makes a camera gesture at you with her hands with one eye closed.

Hm, that doesn't sound too bad, you know. If you don't mind, [player name], you should quit your job and become my model!

Hmm... how about loads of free tickets to musicals and art exhibitions every month?

Oh come on, humor me! Don't you think musicals and art exhibitions are awesome? Wasn't there anything about tonight's performance that moved you?

Ayla's question brings back the discomfort that was almost undetectable in our casual exchange. That strange feeling waves at you, asserting its presence.

You try to recall that brief image, but it has already faded, leaving only vague unease.

Hmm? Do you like her? Or did you only enjoy her poetry recitation? I can get you an autograph if you want.

Ah, she was playing a fictional character.

In the play, the heroic protagonist needs comrades to fight together, and also needs someone who understands them...

Hehe... They actually asked for my opinion, worried they might offend you.

I told them as long as they don't make specific references, [player name] wouldn't mind having a character.

Ayla blinks playfully, her smile clears much of the lingering melancholy in the air.

It's a shame, really. I wanted to take you to a different performance, but that script had been indefinitely suspended for some reason.

By the time I heard it was approved, a performance group was already rehearsing it. Sadly, their schedule never seemed to match your breaks...

No. Musical theater is quite different from acrobatic performances, though this play does revolve around war.

It's called...

<i><b>"The Acadia Evacuation".</b></i>

Ayla clears her throat and changes her tone.

<i>Oh, blood and blades.</i>

<i>An impressive battle it was, my brave comrades! But the fight is yet over, for our land is corrupted still, I'm afraid.</i>

<i>So stand! Stand! Behind you your homeland you shall guard and defend!</i>

<i>Stand! Stand! Skybound our home intends, stop us this bitter earth shan't!</i>

Don't worry, scripts with themes like this go through very strict review processes.

The WGAA understands that war and suffering are serious topics and should not be used for fame and fortune. They've always been extremely cautious.

Before it was suspended, "The Acadia Evacuation" actually received extremely high praise.

The author's plot design was incredibly intricate, using many clever devices to convey their understanding of The Acadia Evacuation as a historical event.

Though it might differ from history, it's certainly a good story nonetheless.

Ayla freezes at the question. She can't seem to decide if she should speak.

I...

You forgot...?

Hah... I don't know either...

Ayla smiles with a furrowed brow, then finally shrugs to dismiss the thought entirely.

I feel like I should remember... No, I definitely heard about it, but it was probably just a rumor.

Or I wouldn't have this strong feeling that I know about it, even though I can't remember the details.

As Ayla speaks, she turns her head to look behind her.

Following her gesture, you turn around to see several posters at the opera house entrance. "The Acadia Evacuation" grabs your attention.

On the poster, a young girl stands with her back to the viewer, hands clasped in prayer amidst ruins.

Gazing from a distance, a fleeting thought enters your mind.

Abess Research Institute

8:30

Unknown Area

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Abess Research Institute, 8:30, Unknown Area, Line Spacing: 1.

Iris.

Great, you're still alive.

A cold voice echoes among the rubble.

Ugh... Ungh—argh...

A disheveled figure lies trapped between broken stones among the ruins.

The voice pierces through her foggy consciousness as Iris struggles to move her body.

She crawls to her feet and looks toward the voice. She finds a device between the scattered fragments of what looks like an armor.

Lu... ya...

Iris murmurs as her stalled systems restart, struggling to maintain the functionality of her damaged frame.

Such affection. If I were there, I would do everything I could to respond.

Our long standoff is finally giving a result. You've stopped me so many times, but this time I managed to stay one step ahead.

The first act, titled <color=#ff4e4eff>Abess</color>, has ended.

The hostile voice from the device also sounds sincere.

Give up. I don't want to hurt you. This tug-of-war is pointless except a waste of our time.

The play that's meant to be performed will eventually be staged. The past cannot be changed.

I can make countless tries, but you only need to fail once for everything to end up like this research institute.

Iris looks around. Among the rubble, blood-stained clothing is vaguely visible. Her tired voice carries a hint of sorrow.

...You're right. I can't always get here in time to stop you.

But she doesn't stop. She walks toward the communication device, with each step becoming more confident.

...Why do you insist on continuing when you already understand the situation?

What's the point of tiring yourself out and sacrificing yourself? Is a choice like that even worth anything?

Or... maybe you want to escalate this conflict and draw in targets that weren't originally part of my plan?

No, Lueya. Abess was the first and will be the last.

Iris walks to the communication device. She places her hand on the core of her chest, gently sweeping across it. A brilliant blue light emerges.

The radiance turns into lines, creating a pattern in the void. As the light fades, a musical instrument materializes in its place.

Iris sits casually on the ruins as music rises from the instrument.

It's useless. Whatever you're relying on, it will eventually...

SHING—

You suddenly hear discordant notes and a strange distortion spreads out from Iris.

It spreads so fast that it seems to cross space and time before reaching the other end.

...?!!

What did you do?!

Iris freezes after hearing Lueya's astonished reaction.

She takes a few light breaths to calm herself, then slowly raises her head to speak.

No matter how hard the conductor and I try, even if we stop you, we can't revert the damage caused by the battle's aftermath.

But what if we use a different stage? What if we use a... completely isolated stage? Whatever you do on there, no audience will be harmed.

You can't do that! You can't even catch my true form, let alone...?!

The voice falls silent after realizing the problem.

Yes, we did have trouble locating you before, but now...

You destroyed the Abess Research Institute, altering a critical node... The world was hurt, and it remembers you now.

You're crazy! You're coming alone...

Listen to my new piece. For the next performance, it'll be just you and me.

Iris' voice interrupts Enora Lueya's low growl. Something changes as the musical notes resonate through the air.

She tilts her head to gaze at the moon through gaps in the ruined building.

The moonlight and the sky freeze for a moment as her notes reach them, as if asking a question.

Why are you doing this?

Iris lowers her eyelids, answering the world's question in her heart.

Because even a flower wants to shield the one it cherishes from wind and rain... Conductor has been through enough.

A story that can end behind the scenes shouldn't be brought to light. Since the ending is already fixed...

Abess Research Institute

8:50

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Abess Research Institute

8:50

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Goodnight, world.

Goodbye, Conductor.

"See you next time."

These words end the chat and you set the terminal aside.

You grab dinner with several colleagues after parting with Ayla. You talk until late into the night before going back to the dorm.

The table is covered with gifts, including several brought on behalf of friends who couldn't attend.

You feel happy reading through the letters that came with the gifts. Paper is better at transmitting sentiments than electronic data.

You carefully label each letter so you can put them in the mail cabinet, but, as soon as the cabinet door opens, a pile of letters falls out.

You bend down to pick them up and see your name as the recipient on all of them. All the wax seals are broken.

You pause for a moment before opening one letter. The creased paper inside is completely blank.

Only the stamp of the WGAA rests quietly in one corner of the paper.

Feeling puzzled, you open the cabinet door again to check the label. This space is definitely for incoming mail, not outgoing.

After thinking, you decide to put the letters back in a neat pile.

But the thought brings a strong sense of discomfort, as if a voice deep down is sounding an alarm.

After thinking, you decide to put the letters back in a neat pile.

You take out fresh writing paper the moment you close the cabinet.

Your motion is fluid, as if closing the mail cabinet and writing a reply to someone is a habit, instinct, a natural consequence of countless repetitions.

But as pen meets paper, discomfort makes your hand freeze. Even though you already know the opening lines and just need to write them down.

It should express well-wishes, because the recipient is always wandering.

It should share amusing stories from tonight's musical performance, because the recipient enjoys discussing such things and always has insights to offer.

It should also include...

There's so much to write, but...

The bizarre dissonance rises once more. "It" crouches beside your ear, gazing silently at you.

"It" is trying to remind you that this isn't bewilderment. This isn't a daze, and certainly not confusion, but—

Your gaze falls to the edge of the paper, where the WGAA's stamp enters your vision. Logic fades as the poster of "The Acadia Evacuation" abruptly jumps into mind.

Suddenly, "it" departs, leaving behind a barely noticeable sound in your ear—something between a soft sigh and mocking laughter.

Shaking your head to dispel the discomfort, you open your terminal as you ponder each word.

Ayla:

Hi.

Thank you for your invitation today...

The musical was fascinating, I really enjoyed it, too...

After writing out all your thoughts on the evening, you hesitate before adding one more line.

I wonder when "The Acadia Evacuation" we talked about today will be released. If it's convenient for you, let's watch it together.

I still have a bit of free time left. Before returning to duty, I'd like to have a meal with you.

Time does not flow in cycles for humans. It flows in a straight line.

This is why humans can never find happiness.

Because happiness is the longing for repetition.