I am Schulz Roseum. I write poems, novels, and sometimes reviews.
The stories I write are wild, diverse, and always extreme. I can be a soldier in a trench in a story, and a pioneer piloting a spaceship heading to the edge of the universe in the next.
Who knows? Isn't that how stories should go?
I've been to Kowloong. I feel like it is my second home sometimes. There's a saying in a book that goes...
In the course of history, the past dominates the present. While in the writing of history, the present dominates the past.
You see, history isn't that different from stories. Morality is like clay in our hands that can be shifted and shaped. People's morals can be as vile as devils or as noble as saints.
I mean the things I write are nothing but stories. I write many stories and poems about people. In the end, they are all just stories.
Each story is different and so is each person. For example, the poor soul in the story I published last week in "Babylonia Weekly" is actually based on my editor, who nags me about deadlines every day.
I despise him because he used to talk about his miserable childhood. Curse of the family.
Like other writers, it's important for me to know many people and experience things. Otherwise, what would I write about? That's why I'm often not at home or in the office. Make sense, right? Nobody can stop me from finding inspiration.
My friends often say that I write disgusting, terrible, psychopathic, and nauseating stories. I break these things down for my readers because I am a sadist.
I must refute that claim. There's a reason for what I do. Who would want to write about suffering and tragedies? Shouldn't we only write about joy?
Otherwise, I wouldn't have written about that poor abandoned soul. That poor thing. My editor must be the person who deserves the most pity in the world.
In the story with the abandoned dude, I also wrote about an artist with a terrible sense of beauty and a long-haired cat with awful fur.
I spent an entire week observing my poor editor in the office so I could write this story. Maybe it was four days. I can't remember the earlier weeks, but our department asks for submissions every Friday.
The story I'm about to tell you was first published in the 5786th issue of "Babylonia Weekly", on the seventh page of the "Fiction Collection". I actually had the inspiration for it four weeks ago, but I only started writing it three days ago...
The Ordovician extinction that happened 445 million years ago wiped out 85% of living species on this planet.
360 million years ago, 82% was wiped out.
251 million years ago, it was 95%.
199 million years ago, it was 50%.
66 million years ago, it was 75%.
10000 years ago, humans fought against this world with stones and sticks and survived.
However, since the birth of human civilization, 83% of animal species have become extinct...
(Hmm, these words seem familiar...)
Um... Schulz.
The chubby middle-aged man hands a thick stack of manuscripts to Schulz. He wipes the oily sweat off his sallow face with a stained handkerchief. It almost looks like Schulz was the one who had to review and finish the manuscript on time.
The stack of manuscripts is covered in corrections and tiny notes written on the margins. It looks like it had a serious surgery that lasted a full day and has left it in shambles.
Schulz tugs at his tie and glances uneasily at the clock on the wall.
Didn't I already tell you that traditional sci-fi doesn't sell well these days?
What do you mean?
Nobody cares about sci-fi these days...
That's where reasonable imagination is needed!
How do you know that what we see is always the truth? If you ask me, the theories and phenomena we have today only happen to be explainable by human reason and language.
The universe is under no obligation to make sense to us.
I know, I know that's what it means, but look...
The chubby man named Kevin hands another report full of data to Schulz with a forced smile.
Look at the data... Subscribers these days want thrills and exciting stories, and they only read for fun.
How are you supposed to get more readers if you don't write something eye-catching? If you ask me, you should change the entire structure of the star to infinitely replicable synthetic humans or something like that...
How would that work?
You don't trust me?
Kevin isn't speaking in a forceful tone at all. It even sounds a bit like he's pleading.
But Schulz has no choice.
Schulz doesn't trust this pot-bellied man at all, but he has no choice. Kevin has already successfully brought about many popular columns.
Schulz knows exactly what happened to those "critically acclaimed but unpopular" stories...
Hey, Kevin.
I've said it before. At the end of the day, we are in the service industry. There's no need to always show readers people's miserable lives, the tragedies, and suffering that feel like a lump of mud...
Everyone's life is already bad enough. Why not give them hope? We shouldn't always tell readers negative things just because our lives are terrible.
No, our department lives off this stuff, and you know it. People love reading things like that.
Anyways, rewrite it, Schulz, for my sake.
Or... I think you should start over.
What...
Uh... look, you've got so many corrections... Why not give it another try.
Schulz lets out a long sigh.
Alright, I'll try.
What choice does he have? Kevin is his boss.
Okay, okay. Sorry for the trouble.
Kevin smiles and turns to leave. His smile almost forced the sweat to drip off his face.
Schulz watches him walk away. He lets out another long sigh and throws the tattered manuscript onto the table.
Such is his life.
"Babylon Weekly" is the largest newspaper in this city. "Largest" only among the legitimate papers, excluding the illegally printed ones distributed in the alleys and garages featuring seductive women.
There's really nothing much to say about this city.
The sky is always grey and it's always raining.
In Schulz's memory, the longest stretch of rain here lasted four years, 11 months, and two days.
The red bricks and cement seams are covered in colorful, slimy moss and mushrooms from being constantly wet. Workers in orange raincoats scrape the fungus off the walls and let them drain away with the needles and glass shards down into the sewer.
In the deep, dark alleys, people are always crying. Adults cry and children cry. The unemployed, the homeless, and workers who don't want to go home often line up bottles and then kick them over. It is their only "legal pastime" aside from beating up their wives and children.
Schulz hates thinking about these things because he has seen too much, and because he was once one of them. He doesn't want to write about these things either.
Schulz stops his thoughts and grabs the crumpled pack of cigarettes on the table, only to find it empty.
Want a cigarette?
A well-maintained but dry hand reaches out to him with a cigarette between its fingers.
Weren't you going to quit smoking?
Schulz takes the cigarette but stares at the woman's slightly heaving chest. She giggles, but only for a few seconds before turning away. She flips through a notebook on the table with a cigarette in her mouth.
Schwartz is in charge of the urban section. Before this, this joke-loving woman was his editor.
It was inevitable because Kevin was just "too talented," and Schwartz tactfully left the fiction section and gave the position to Kevin.
Your shirt needs mending.
Schwartz blows a smoke ring, which quickly disappears in the smoky editorial office.
I fell yesterday... but weren't you going to quit smoking?
Quitting for three days still counts as quitting.
You'll get lung cancer.
Right back at you.?
Schwartz shakes her head, indicating she has work to do, and says no more.
Schulz holds the cigarette in his mouth and reaches into his pocket for a lighter, but finds a small, squared, velvet-covered box instead.
(Ugh...)
He needs to be at 29B Owen Street at precisely 6:10 PM because that is when Helena's family would be coming home from work.
Schulz lights the cigarette and checks the clock. It's already 5:30 PM.
Cough.
Schulz exhales some smoke and nudges Schwartz with his elbow.
I'm leaving.
Isn't it still a while before we get off work?
I have something to do today.
Then you should tell Kevin.
Already did. I already told him.
Schulz pulls out an orange card from a stack of paper on his desk. It's as if he got out a warm piece of meat in front of a pack of wolves. Heads lift and eyes bulge as people glance at the clock and then fix their eyes on Schulz's time card.
Got something to do, something...
He mutters as he weaves his way through the hairy legs of wolves. He stuffs his time card into the unreliable time clock before ducking out of the smoky, dimly lit editorial office.
Bastards.
Schulz spits on the ground.
The rain outside had lightened up since he came to work in the morning, but this kind of rain is the most awkward. It doesn't look bad, but walking 20 minutes to Owen Street without an umbrella would definitely get him almost soaked.
When it rains after the smog, the raindrops carry coal ash and dirt. It's dirty. Schulz is wearing a suit he borrowed from the old man upstairs, and he doesn't want to return it stained with damp dust.
Finally, he opens his umbrella and walks into the rain.
Few people are on the street at this hour because Schulz left work early. 5:30 PM isn't usually the end of his work day.
From Graystone Street, where the editorial office is, it would take 15 minutes by bus to get to Owen Street, but about 20 minutes on foot.
Schulz feels like walking. He wants to buy a flower on the way.
So he starts walking. He is holding a black polyester umbrella in one hand, and clutching a small, red velvet box in his pocket with the other.
This is his only formal suit. He tries to stretch his hand in his pocket downward to cover the hole that's usually not noticeable.
10 minutes later, he turns from Graystone Street into an alley before walking onto Owen Street. Nothing has happened.
When he gets to the end of Owen Street, he sees a tall chimney shrouded in mist and rain. That is Owen Factory No. 2.
Owen Factory No. 2 is the only thing that makes the city's residents feel like the city hasn't completely turned into a heap of mud. The street was probably only coincidentally named Owen Street.
However, no one can say for sure what Owen Factory No. 2 actually produces.
The factory has about a thousand workers, all of whom live on Owen Street. Helena's family also works there.
Some workers say they cast two-meter iron balls every day. Some say they melt iron balls into molten iron. Others say they paint on chrome-plated boards, while still others say they punch three hundred highly precise gears daily.
It sounds like the jobs have nothing to do with one another, but all manage to produce something in the end.
Mister, freshly picked flowers with the best quality. Would you like some?
A skinny little girl standing by a wall covered in pale yellow moss calls out in a faint voice. Her voice is drowned out by the trickling rain before it reaches any ears.
Mister, flowers?
How much?
Roses for three yuan, carnations for two yuan, and snowball flowers for one yuan.
The flower girl's basket only has a few flowers. Rainwater drips from their petals, making the withering flowers look more enticing. The flowers now seem like they're covered in dew.
I'll take a rose.
Schulz picks out three coins from his pocket and puts them one by one into the flower girl's outstretched palm. The girl takes the coins and hands Schulz the flower before nervously tugging his sleeve, eyes flickering.
How old are you?
...
The girl doesn't want to talk, so she just shakes her head.
Schulz reaches out and grabs the girl's arm. He isn't very strong himself, but he can easily overpower the malnourished flower girl.
These needle marks...
Mister.
Schulz suddenly notices a bulky man in a trench coat standing beside him. The man grabs Schulz's wrist to stop him from pulling up the flower girl's sleeve.
What do you want?
The flower girl looks intently at the man's large bowler hat, her chest heaving.
Cough...
Schulz knows that this man means trouble. Schulz can't suppress his anger, but he releases the flower girl's arm.
He doesn't want his cheap sense of justice to ruin his day.
Nothing.
Good.
The man gradually releases his grip on Schulz.
Um... Bo... Uh, dad?
Um... here's the money...
The flower girl hands the three coins to the man with trembling hands. The man says nothing, takes the money, pats Schulz on the shoulder, and leaves.
Cough...
Fear wells up in the flower girl's eyes. She turns away at once, seemingly worried that Schulz might say another word to her.
Schulz sighs, stuffs the rose into his pocket, and walks away.
(Things like this only happen far too often in this city...)
(They use despicable methods to control children and give absolutely no damn about their well-being whatsoever)
(Even if they survive to adulthood... they'll just end up as addicts who die way too early!)
His cowardly sense of justice rises in his chest but quickly vanishes in the sticky, thick rain.
The rain has remained the same since he left the editorial office. It neither intensifies nor stops.
He lifts his arm to check his watch. It's exactly six o'clock.
Schulz continues walking from this corner to 29B31 Owen Street. Within three minutes, Schulz is standing in front of the old wooden door.
It's ten after six. They should be home from work by now, but he still has time.
He stuffs the withering rose into his pocket and leans against the wall.
(Tsk...)
(He feels like someone's watching him...)
Schulz scratches his chin. He feels like someone is watching him from every direction, but he can't find the source.
He hesitates before pushing the door open.
Just as he puts his hand on the handle of 29B31 Owen Street, seven or eight bulky men wearing trench coats and hats suddenly rush up at him.
Schulz is restrained before he can even react. He can feel the cold steel that makes up the pair of handcuffs on his wrists.
What!
Who are you? What do you want?
A man in a trench coat and hat, who looks like the leader, stands in front of Schulz. The man presses down on Schulz's shoulder and takes out a police badge.
I'm Martin Luwei, local police chief. Schulz Roseum, you are under arrest for the murder of Helena Clinton and eleven others. I will be taking you to the local police station for questioning.
Wait.
Something's not right.
How did Schulz Roseum carry out these murders? He is an ordinary, nameless writer, physically weak and unintelligent. How did he kill so many?
Helena Clinton was a factory worker, but Schulz had never even been to the factory.
He didn't live with the workers, so how can he write about them?
I crossed out that part of the draft after thinking it over.
But that's not exactly right. I'm a writer and a storyteller.
Why can't I be a murderer?
The problem here is the method.
Hey, H-Helena?
Ya? What's up?
The petite, charming girl responds with a smile while operating the lathe that is dozens of times larger than her.
There is so much noise in the factory that Schulz has to raise his voice, too.
Hey! Helena!
Yeah, what's up?
Nothing, I just wanted to call your name!
When do you get off work?
Six o'clock!
Hey! You!
A rugged old worker walks over from the other side of the lathe.
Dad!
Oh... hello, Mr. Clinton!
Better not get any ideas about my daughter.
People like you shouldn't be in a factory like this. Get lost!
The old worker waves his white towel covered in soot in an attempt to shoo Schulz away.
It isn't until six o'clock in the evening that Schulz sneaks back into the workshop. By then, most of the workers have left, the machines have stopped, and the workshop is no longer as noisy as usual.
Hey! Over here!
What a lovely girl.
The dust on her oval face can't hide the joy and happiness radiating from within.
She is so beautiful that even her coal-stained work clothes look good on her.
She waves at me, signaling me to come closer. But she quickly realizes she isn't dressed for a date, so she grabs a towel from the shelf, wipes the dust off her face, and blushes.
Well, um...
I don't have clean clothes and my dad doesn't know I'm not home, so I can't go home to change...
It's okay! It's okay. Just being with you makes me happy.
A rose doesn't lose its beauty just because it's wrapped in newspaper.
You're speaking in riddles again!
The girl twirls softly and walks joyfully into the rumbling factory.
Let's take a walk inside.
How did she die?
How did I murder this poor girl without mercy?
Helena's workshop is used to forging huge iron balls. Next to it is the workshop where her father melts these iron balls in a large furnace.
It is a futile effort. No one knows what Owen Factory No. 2 actually produced. It seems almost like an ever-changing, ever-reorganizing Rubik's Cube.
The factory's greatest advantage is its futility, which allows it to operate without regulations.
That's why this factory is the best place to hide secrets.
Schulz holds the rope with one hand, looping it around her neck, while stuffing the towel she used to wipe her face into her mouth with the other hand.
The girl's fingernails dig into rust and dirt, but her struggle is futile.
When she finally loses consciousness from the lack of oxygen, her hands are already tightly bound, and her mouth is stuffed with a towel.
Sorry... Helena.
He is trembling as he puts her into the nearly sealed iron ball. He is so nervous he accidentally rips a hole in his shirt.
Sorry... I can't... I can't control myself...
Forgive me... Forgive me... for loving you so much...
Please forgive me, please...
He bows sincerely to the iron ball, apparently actually trying to seek forgiveness from it.
When he looks up again, he notices faint engravings on the massive iron ball. He sees the ocean and the continents.
Sorry... I just can't help it...
Tears well up in his eyes, blurring his vision, as if they are about to flow onto the iron ball where the ocean is and make the sound of waves crashing.
This iron ball, etched with the Earth's landscape, will be melted down before being recast.
When old Baron arrives at work the next day, people find him in a foul mood. Baron looks as if he hasn't slept all night.
Baron refuses to say why when asked. He stubbornly continues his work, transporting the iron balls into the giant furnace, and melting them down. He gives the new workers who replaced Helena to recast the molten iron into new Earths.
Yeah, that's it.
Why did I do it?
Don't expect the actions of a third-rate writer released from a mental asylum to make sense. I am already contributing to society by not wandering the streets aimlessly.
But did I really, truly love her?
Yes, I loved her.
She was the one I should have married. We would have had children and lived a poor but stable life in this city.
I've thought it all through.
If we didn't have children, we would adopt one from the orphanage. Orphans are one of the few things this city has too many of.
At a certain age, we'll be stripped of our right to work, because this city never runs out of labor. Each person is like a machine part, tirelessly working the giant gear without a soul.
After that, I'll be stuck at home every day, writing novels about the city's pains, sorrows, and scars that nobody reads.
And my wife will have to draw crude illustrations for illegal tabloids in between household chores. I know her. Once she decides on something, no one can convince her otherwise.
I can't blame her. How can I expect her to be mentally stable when she picks this kind of hobby to make pocket money.?
Until the day I die—I'm not sure who will go first—but I'll be buried in the cemetery on the outskirts of the city.
Part of me hopes that I won't die, or at least that I'll become a topic of conversation after I die. I hope that one day, a ghost named Schulz will have a million clones and nobody can ever kill him. How cool would that be!
You don't get it! This city is already a hellish dump. We might as well become one with it!
Someone knocks at the door.
What!
Schulz, you're rambling again.
I'm writing a novel!
Enough! Come here. Take your pills and have some food, and be quiet.
I dragged my shackled feet reluctantly to the wooden door behind three layers of iron plates to get my grand dinner and the medicine of redemptive.
Be quiet, okay?
Okay.
I am Schulz Roseum. I write poems, novels, and sometimes reviews.
Who knows? Isn't that how stories should go?
Everything, all of this, is just a story.