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All of the stories in Punishing: Gray Raven, for your reading pleasure. Will contain all the stories that can be found in the archive in-game, together with all affection stories.
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Caged Longing

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CLANG—

The rust-covered iron bars clash together with a harsh, metallic screech.

Lamia is thrown into the cell, stripped of the clothes that once marked her as a servant of the Temple.

Rough iron chains bind her limbs, leaving dark red marks where they cut into her flesh. The priestess crouches down to meet the eyes of Lamia, who lies crumpled on the ground with a cold and menacing look on her face.

But Lamia remains oblivious, her mind completely consumed by what happened at the pool.

Whoosh—

Amidst a rush of rustling sounds, Lamia is dragged out of the pool.

Lamia

Huff... huff... puff...

Gasping for air, Lamia tries to speak, only to be met with the shocked and furious looks on the priestess' and the guards' faces.

At that moment, a shiver creeps down her neck as the ritual dagger is pressed against her skin, ready to draw blood at any second.

Priestess

That's impossible!

At the priestess' angry command, the surrounding guards move to advance.

Lamia

Uh...

A cold sensation emerges from her neck and slowly trickles downward.

Priestess

Stop!

The command seems directed both at the human and the guards, causing everyone to freeze in place.

With it, the person leans close to Lamia's ear to whisper, their breath tickling against her skin.

Lamia

I... I don't know...

Keeping hold of Lamia, the person begins to back away.

Priestess

The Temple is very disappointed in you, Lamia.

There's still some time before the ritual begins anew. You'd better pray the Temple captures the offering—or else you'll be up next.

The priestess speaks with cold indifference and takes a step back. When she gestures behind her, a small figure emerges from the shadows.

Lamia's eyes widen in disbelief at the figure before her. As her memories materialize into reality, her consciousness, already fragmented to begin with, grows even more brittle.

Little Lamia

I can't wrap my head around your decision... Why would you do that?

People are going to go hungry if you do this. The storm is going to continue, and a lot of people in the village are going to die.

You don't want to protect anyone or your home, or...

With this childlike utterance, the chain of memories once interrupted by the priestess resumes.

With the ritual dagger pressed against her neck, Lamia backs away step by step under the watchful eyes of the priestess and her guards.

Lamia

Please, [player name]... let me go... I'm not... I'm not going to hurt you again.

I just... I just want to protect my home...

The voice coming from behind her is tinged with resignation and weariness.

Lamia

If this isn't... my home, then where is it?

Like many others who have stayed here, she can sense the truth behind the veil of her memories—but instead of pursuing it, she chooses to convince herself to forget it.

...For there is nothing to be had even if the truth is reached.

The question leaves Lamia speechless. Her mouth opens as if to speak, but the words stop at the tip of her tongue, refusing to come out.

Such a simple question, yet Lamia grows increasingly anxious, with her face growing sweatier by every second.

Lamia is surprised by how her thoughts are both sluggish and racing, as much as she's amazed that she still has the presence of mind to notice such a detail.

B-but... why am I sweating?

The only liquid I should be sweating... is condensation liquid, right?

Everything becomes clear to Lamia as she raises her head to meet the person's gaze.

Little Lamia

You don't want to protect anyone or your home, or...

Lamia and the child before her utter the name in perfect unison.

Lamia & Little Lamia

Atlantis...

Two identical names with entirely different meanings—this realization drains all strength from Lamia's body.

After leaving that accusatory question hanging in the air, the child takes the priestess' hand and leaves. Lamia collapses completely in her cell as the two walk further away.

God only knows how much time has passed...

At last, Lamia's body gives a slight tremor as she regains her senses, and she, out of instinct, shrinks back toward the corner of her cell.

But almost immediately, she feels herself touch something.

Lamia

Wait, this is...

Worn items lie piled in the prison corner: a broken conch shell, tattered scraps of cloth, and several half-eaten pieces of dried fish.

These objects stir faded memories inside Lamia's mind, and she remembers their origin—she's the one who left them behind.

The path to the Temple proved far from easy. Even after gaining acceptance, she had to be careful with every word she said and everything she did—one single tiny mistake, and she was thrown behind bars as punishment.

Forced contemplation in the prison cell was unbearably dreary, so Lamia had to find ways to keep herself occupied.

Lamia

(The old man... slipped me this dried fish...)

(This piece of cloth... I used it to write down... the melodies of fishing songs... and this one...)

As Lamia traces the faint patterns on the conch shell with her fingers, memories of recent events flood her mind, bringing her thoughts to an abrupt halt.

Lamia

(This is... the conch shell flute Begonia made for me...)

Lamia brings the conch shell to her lips and starts playing it gently.

A few notes in, Lamia stops as it hits her what song she is playing.

Lamia

Do I... even deserve playing this song right now?

Like a fish swimming into daylight, her recovered memories have made their way into the harsh light of day from the depths of the sea.

Lamia has killed people, and it's not just one.

In this false world where truth remains unknown, Lamia has taken life after life with her ritual dagger, all to maintain hollow lies.

Most importantly...

Lamia

How could I... raise my blade against that person...

Lamia's heart sinks but quickly regains a semblance of calm—yet the emptiness in her eyes betrays that this tranquility is nothing more than surrender to whatever fate awaits.

Let it be, Lamia tells herself.

At least the commandant has escaped. The commandant is capable enough to save all the innocent people. Only the culprit responsible for everything will remain imprisoned—perhaps that's for the best.

In a world where only she herself is real, Lamia can't be sure if the human would even care if things are cruel or false. As for what happens next... Lamia figures that it's not like there's anything good waiting for her when she wakes up anyway.

Lamia

Sob... sob... sob...

Tears dampen her sleeves as Lamia bites down on her lips—which have healed not so long ago—until they split open again.

She still remembers her promise—how she wanted to change and stand proudly by the human's side with her head held high.

And yet here she is...

Lamia

If only I could die in place of those sacrifices...

Lamia mutters unconsciously, but then—

Lamia freezes, slowly raising her head to stare at the impossible figure standing beyond the iron bars.

Lamia

Why... but I thought you... why... why did you come back?

Lamia scrambles toward the bars, showing not one bit of excitement at seeing the human.

Lamia

Y-you need to leave. Just hurry up and go already! The priestess and guards will find you! I already know that this world isn't real...

I... I only did this to satisfy... satisfy my own selfish desires... Don't... don't risk yourself for me... I'm... I'm not worth it...

You kneel down outside the iron bars and slowly pull a key from a pocket.

Lamia

Huh... where did you...

Begonia

Lamia... The key should be in Lamia's room.

Lamia used to get locked up. She told us it was just the Temple's way of punishment, and that she could leave once she'd served her time.

Lamia... she helped me more times than I can ever remember. She's like a real sister to me—I've never felt anything like this before.

So please... [player name], please save her.

Lamia

Begonia, she... why... but I almost killed her...

With these words, the human opens the prison door.

The human—whom she always looks up to—reaches out their hand. Lamia purses her lips and, with a slight tremor, takes hold of it.

Whether it's for Begonia or the human before her... it doesn't matter anymore. As light streams through the prison bars, Lamia rises to her feet.

A sudden sadness washes over her. Lamia grieves at the thought that, for a moment, she believed she might permanently part ways with the beacon in her heart.

Yet she feels a hint of joy—she's waited long enough to see this day, even if it's in a false world riddled with hollow lies.

Yet here they stand together naturally—the mermaid and the Gray Raven Commandant.